REALLY!?

Dear Dad,

So it's happening again.  Jerry had a heart attack!  Is this even possible?  I always said I was one lucky little girl to have 2 dad's that loved and cared about me, and now you're gone and then him!  Christ!

He's working on himself.  He's quit smoking and he's exercising and eating healthy, but is that enough.  I worry all the time.  I constantly think about what's wrong when my phone rings or i get a text message.  i just thought this was behind me.  I'm too friggin' young to have my parents die!

Makes you realize how important it is to take care of yourself.  One day you'll wake up at 50 and it could be it.  It's just not supposed to happen like that.  You guys should be 80-90-100 before you die!  At least I can hope to better my life and teach Rylee better habits so she or her future children don't have to deal with it.  Ugh....

Love,
Daughter